you know what's funny? well, not that funny... more odd than nothing... ok, you know what's odd?
i seem to have an evil aura around me or something. no, serious. i don't know why but people seem to see me as a sinister criminal mind and stuff.
ok, so this doesn't always happen, it's not like people see me in the street and run away or anything, but i've been told several times that my "legacy" (just for calling it something, you know what i mean) to the world will be something cool, but evil. i just don't get it. i consider myself a good person, but... i don't know.
the most critical case was with someone* that apparently had this evil-genius image of me so into her mind that i just couldn't make mistakes. every time i fucked up she acted like i had deliberatedly made things the wrong way to piss her of or cause harm for my own pleasure. fucking weird. well, guess i'll just have to get used to it...