blank mind

why does life allways have to be like some twisted bad joke? my first impotant tests in the year and i get as sick as can be, im feelling quite well now, but my fisrt test is tomorrow and i lost all the weekend already... fuck that, anyway... another question: why do all suposedly cool sites have a black background? does this mean my site will never be cool unless i change the background color? maybe its just that all "cool" sites are based in sadness and sarcasm. they're all mostly about how to spend your miserable and pathetic life in a world full of farmers and genetically-manipulated shit. even the good webrings are about depressive stuff. and then they ask why there are so many serial killers... on the other side, sad sites ussually have good layouts and some interesting ideas... and... i got confused... maybe it's just envy because my site isn't sad or cool enough... or maybe it's just that being ill, hungry, with too little light and listening to alice in chains is just a bad combination and i'm starting to allucinate... or maybe i'm just trying to fill in the lack of content... who cares, anyway?

i need to get more practice in putting my ideas into paper, they ussually come out mixed and fragmented and then even i can't understand what i wrote... think this is a clear example... ok, enough for today. think i'll go and eat something... or maybe not.


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